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[May. 7th, 2006|12:13 am] |
At times I wonder if the 66,000 dollars I've spent in the past three years is a waste or not? And after traveling two hours and meeting with a former Purchase Grad in a Manhatten studio that concern is reinforced. Not that he didn't have a ton of good shit to say. But its pretty obvious that the over-arcing topic of the conversation was "yeah... the music industry... its pretty shitty. Its all about who you know." And I was yet again told to study my ass off, learn as much as inhumanly possible and then I might MIGHT get somewhere. So yet again I find myself staring blankly at the wall as I'm trying to study thinking, "Why the fuck am I doing this again?" oh right "the love of music"... excuse me as I spit.
In other news, my parents held off having a shit fest for 23 hours this time. A new record. *Sigh* not even a full day. But for me.. it was... amusing. In between screams of Rita's "You're a fucking asshole. Why did I ever marry you." She managed to throw three lawn chairs and atleast one wine glass over the bank of our yard. And then she slammed the door three times when entering. And then three more times when she got in the car and drove away. Isn't there something in the OCD description of doing things repeatedly a certain number of times? Not to mention I have been referred to atleast once that I know of as a "guest" in this house. A guest? Way to make someone feel loved. I think Connecticut is becoming less and less a place that I'm welcome. Looks like its time for me to find a new home.
And to think I missed a birthday party for this.
Ohh yeah. Hey Lou, go visit Grandma. |
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[Mar. 29th, 2006|12:31 am] |
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fabulous... fucking fabulous... two fucking holes in a 30 yeard old building. at this rate i may as well be a fucking demolitions expert.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH |
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| can't really believe it |
[Jan. 4th, 2006|11:16 pm] |
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| |  awake | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Elliot Smith- Waltz, No. 2 (XO) | ] |
KEJBFKSB
HOT DAMN!!!!
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| Did anyone else think anything different? Honestly? |
[Nov. 22nd, 2005|01:10 am] |
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Your Love Style is Agape |
You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your love.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. |
I need a life.
And apparently, according to Merriam Webster, agape (n) :unselfish unconditional love for another (so they're not just making up words). Or having ones mouth open in wonder or surprise.
I think that I will go for the first one. No diarrhea of the mouth for me. |
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[Nov. 6th, 2005|10:29 pm] |
| Your Birthdate: March 13 | 
You're dominant and powerful. You always need to be in charge.
While others respect your competence, you can be a bit of a dictator.
Hard working and serious, you never let yourself down.
You are exact and accurate - and you expect others to be the same way.
Your strength: You always get the job done
Your weakness: You're a perfectionist to a fault
Your power color: Gray
Your power symbol: Checkmark
Your power month: April |
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[Jul. 4th, 2005|01:16 pm] |
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<td align="center">A parrot
A parrot represents your sexual appetite. Well… you don’t have a sexual appetite. You are too busy with other things to think too much about sex.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com</td>
hahahahahahahahaha I rule you. Well it seems that I have proven this test completely wrong. Sorry anyone who planned on taking it |
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[May. 29th, 2005|10:33 pm] |
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who the fuck do I think I am? And who the fuck are you for thinking you know me? |
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[Feb. 2nd, 2005|01:29 am] |
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something's missing much? |
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[Jan. 2nd, 2005|10:05 pm] |
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| | hi hi a pirate's life for me | ] |
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